| hey yall. Just wanted to update this xanga thing. i havent been here for a while. ive been in hiding. lol. nah, ive just been over at myspace. its kinda unfortunate that ive ditched here though. i really do like xanga. its diff posting at myspace, theres so much crap over there. lol. its cool, but not like this. i really do miss the cafe though. that was the best of it all. it was like.....so refreshing. the good ol days man. even before the HOA it was cool. the community that we all had, but when the HOA was then invented, it was even more awesome...we all got to know eachother a whole lot more. I miss the ability to get to know peeps that well...especially over the internet, across the country, across the world. It was awesome. Then meeting a lot of people for the first time. that was awesome. Bryan, whom i will always love and have a special place in my heart for. Alexis, you make me smile....good memories with ya. random, but good. Steph- we didnt talk much, but i had fun hangin with ya. Nikki, my friend....i dont think youll ever know how much i miss talking to you. Things have changed so mcuh in the past few years, youre in my prayers, my thoughts. i hope all is well with you. Ryan- bro....youre amazing. Best wishes for you and your lil family. Send Heather my love, she is amazing, such a sweetheart. we had fun. we really did didnt we? Youve always been such a darling to me. honestly, i dont think anyones ever treated me so kindly as you did the first instant i met ya. xoxo. Katie- wow that was random. But youre cool, youre amazing. We had fun too man. we really did. lol. who woulda thought id ever meet you??? that takes guts to just jump on a plane and trust me enough to spend 3 days with me. lol. was it 3 or 2? i dunno. but it was fun. Becky!! becky....lol....my dear becky. Gosh...youre awesome. seriously, no one has ever really intrigued me as much as you. your mind works on a different plane than others. I love it. i really enjoyed the time we spent with each other. It was awesome getting to hang out with you when you were in huntington. Weve had some pretty cool adventures. Sarah- that was a random act of hangin too. lol. who woulda thought youd be in cali too, and that id be able to find you!!! Disneyland, the Museum with becky. How random was THAT??? lol. i love it how my life works that way. to have the chance to meet such wonderful people?? Beth, my cool buddy, my love- i only hung with you for a few, but it was cool finally meeting the infamous beth. the cool mystique. we shall meet again my friend. we shall. Rebekah, i finally met you my friend. That was fun. youre so little!!!! we WILL meet again. im going to PA one day to just hang out k? ;) Joshie, dont think i forgot you. I will never forget the drumsticks. Savvy, youre so sweet, so cool, so smiley, So kind. it was a blessing to have met you. Noel, Corrin, we didnt get a chance to talk much, but its always a blessing to meet such kind souls. ya know? one day we will cross paths again. maybe a cafe get together in memory of the cafe? ;) Gosh, there were other random people that i met that i didnt really know, you know who you are, you prob wont ever read this, but i do remember meeting you. i just *inhale* at rmembering names.
Then theres rodney- who prob wont read this, but i will forever be grateful to him for saving my life. for creating the cafe, making himself available to talk, to care, to be the wonderful man that he is to be so kind to this lil soul in cali. To take me under his wing, invite me to the midwest, take time out of his schedule to bring nikki and ryan into my life that one day. to introduce me to his wonderful family....to invite me to his church....to invite me to lunch with his entire family, giving me the wonderful chance to know tricia on a better basis....allowing my mom to know tricia and melissa....giving my mom hope in life, giving me a better life with the impact that tricia has made on my life with Gods great guidance. Its a miracle honestly. Without God using Superchick to influence my life, i dont know where id be. its been an amazing ride. People say im obsessed. I dont even know why i love their music so much. It really can be considered kinda different music than your traditional music that people listen to these days, but its powerful in my life. the lyrics have really changed my life. And tricia...my dear friend. Shes been so amazing and so encouraging to me. Such a blessing in my life.
And to all the friends i havent met that i pray one day i will. Shara my love, i swear we will meet one day. Heather, i still wanna meet you hun, i really do!!! weve tried so many times, one day it will happen. Tara, my friend. my buddy, my pal. I swear im gonna meet you at some amazing tour that we put together. lol. Like, what is it, Superchick, Inhabited, and someone else, i forgot who else we put. Celeste!!!! hey you!!! whatever happened to you coming to cali? Andi, youre gonna be at that concert that tara and i put together. To all ive missed, im getting tired and forgetful. its almost 3am i think. what am i still doing up? i dont know. Anyhoot. i think im gonna go to bed. sheesh. im sleepy. there was more i wanted to say, but alas, the zzz's are calling. hasta- debs |
